I miss the old me...

1- I used to feel pretty, now I don't go anywhere to even get ready like this anymore.
2- I used to be so skinny and tan. What the crap happened:( I want it back.

3- I used to dress so cute. Now i'm always in sweaters.

4- I use to be so happy and care free. Now I just worry about money and my life.

5- I am very happy I met my husband though. He is the best thing that has haappened to me. Can't I just have him and all of that too? Does anyone else feel like this?

Only 5 days left!

Then we get to move into our house we are renting:) We are only paying 850 a month plus utilites and the house payment is 970 a month! and it's about 1900 sq feet:) and has a fenced backyard. 3 bedroom 1 bath. I'm excited

UPDATE

Not good news Bugzi is still stuck in the pipes. I sure hope he is out of his misery by now atleast. We tried to plunge put pipe cleaner down nothing is working!!! I need help on ideas:( I'm a murderer:( not cool.

RIP :(

Poor Bugzi was still half alive so we decided it's time.... So we thought we were smart and flush it and it would go to fishy heaven, we were wrong it barely fit down the hole and now it's stuck in the pipes and our toilet is almost flooding.... So now no fishy heaven and a lot of work to fix this. Dang fish was so fat it barely fit now thats a huge fish:( he would been two years old on feb. 1st can you believe we had it that long:( We bought it when we started dating it was our pet together. Goodbye bugzi. We'll miss you and your cute fatness

I'm soooo SAD

Our fish Bugzi we have had for 2 years, we bought it when we first started dating. We found him with his eyes half open and on the bottom of his tank. He's still half alive though!11 I don't know what to do, I dont want to flush him when hes still half alive:( This breaks my heart I feel bad when a ant dies, I know I'm pathetic:( WHAT SHOULD I DO?

Who wants to play!

ok girls, who wants to go on a lunch date with me hahah or whatever! I need to start hanging with girls and not just my man and two dogs.

I really miss...

having girlfriends:( I really need that in my life. even that one close one that i can call and just tell everything Brandon doesnt want to hear about my girly taalk and what not. its tuff I dont hang out wit girls at all anymore. :(

A visitor...

We babysat Abby ( I call her Abby Cadaby) for a whole week, it was crazy chaos. But we love her.

Oh Abby sure hated getting her picture taken, she litterally would try to fit under the bed as my flash went off. But she got stuck because she is too fat hahah

Jazz game date night 2

So Proud

I totally did Zumba ( if you haven't played this game, please understand it kicks your BUTT!) for 20 minutes!! Thats so good for me. I ate wheat bread for breakfast, I ate a hotpocket for lunch, MY BAD, and I'm hoping I'll eat eggs with only some yolks in it. We will just see how this goes.

I NEED TO.....

to freaking lose 5 lbs I'm disgusted with myself. ( you all may think im not fat, i feel huge.!!) I'm 123-126 lbs. I wish i could make it to 115 lbs. I would be oh so happy. I need your guys help, what is the easiest ways to lose weight. FYI I hate I mean HATE working out. I'm lucky if i do Zumba on my Wii. I need other ideas and maybe some easy routines with working out. what should I eat? what's really good for you? Please comment and give me ideas. I really wanna do it.

JAZZ GAME

Carolyn got us great seats on the lower bowl at the game. My icecream was my favorite part. Man I don't blog much anymore, I really just like keep updated with everyone:) I finally blogged:)

cake

just one of my cakes I did at work. man I love those raspberry candies, I eat them all the time at work. Man I want them right now! This job makes you fat!!

my baby

I LOOOOVEE MY NEW CAMERA!

My bangs

I decided to grow my bangs out again, I feel they make me even look younger.

Christmas eve.

Christmas Presents for the Family

We made yummy caramel corn for family presents with a framed picture of a updated picture of us.

I believe... Do you?

do you believe in ghost? I sure do... I want to hear stories that happened to you or someone! I'm so into this stuff, I love it!. I have a story. I was 8 years old reading my scriptures in my room, I went to go talk to my mom as I cam back in my scriptures were in mid air flipping pages as if someone was looking through it. then its like something saw me and they just dropped!!! I'm not lying people. I want to hear yours please~`

WERE MOVING!

Well our year lease ends on Feb. 1st. Were moving out and renting a house. I'm so excited. Were getting a great deal only paying 850 a month on a 960 dollar per month house. Man we gotta buy a microwave now and much much more.

My 2011 goals!

1: Not to swear when I get really mad or am being my clumsy self and hurt myself.

2: Make it to the Temple more often.

3: go to all 3 hours of church ( were gunna have to since we got called to be the nursery leaders)

4: Get really good at taking pics with my camera.

5: Get Brandon to actually want kids again ( no worries not for like 4 years or more.)

6: be more positive.

7: to be pain free.

8: to lose 7 lbs.

9: have brandon get his Bachelors.

10: to find a home to rent with a fenced yard for our doggies:)

11: TO be a better wife. ( I'm already awesome haha jk)