Sleepless Nights..

Yes I'm a terrible blogger, if i take pictures Brandon makes funny faces and I can never get a good one of both of us. So my back/neck/jaw pain has just been so terrible with two jobs. I've done everything. My doctor now has put me on Steroids which are making me sicker than ever and I can't sleep good at all, I just toss and turn. It makes me wonder if I'm ever going to get better? Do I jusst have to deal with this the rest of my life? What's it going to be like when I'm 50 (that really scares me if I'm this bad at 22) It's tough, Don't get me wrong I really appreciate my health and life, this is just one of those nights i get overwelmed. I just dont know what to do anymore.

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