Trials in life

Do you think your trials are just the worst and no one can beat them? I really feel that way, I know its not true though. I look at peoples trials and would never want to switch with them. Shilo's mom is going through so much after her girls have passed away, she is such a strong woman I can't even imagine what she is going through. I might have lost shilo my friend but she lost her daughters. I am sorry this post might be boring, but it makes me feel so appreciative about my life no matter how hard my life has been. I have had so many trials in my life... Some of you probably don't know what the main ones are I have severe back, neck, and jaw problems, where it's hard to walk and just live the day. When I was just a week old I have to get a set of tubes in my ear, my ear drum kept bursting, I have had over 12 surgeries on my ears. From all of these surgeries I lost my hearing in my right ear. When I was 16 I got a major surgery done on my ear where they were going to try to make me be able to hear again. They had to drill a hole in my head and shave my head around my ear, I woke up hearing the news from my mother that it didn't work, so depressing. I had to go back in a year to do it all over again, can I tell you it was the worst pain to go through. Luckily the second one worked it was such a blessing. I have had eye surgery, my eye muscles wouldn't work so I saw two of everything. Sounds cool right? WRONG! I have had parasites in my spling laying eggs in my body I was deathly ill. I had to take a lot of medicines to get back to normal. I was diagnosed with Cockasackie Virus, it's where your body had such bad aches you can't get out of bed, you get huge sores in your throat and mouth that are unbearable a fever. I would get this at least once a month and would be down for 7 days. All of this kind of have caused me to have some depression because my body doesn't ever feel good. This is not a poor me post I am grateful my trials are not cancer or worse!! Shilo's mom just said I feel so bad for you that you have to deal with that, but honestly I don't know how life is without it, it's who I am. It's made me stronger, it's made me more greatful for my great life. I just want you guys to read this and realized your not alone with your trials, everyone has them, don't let them put you down. you have trials but your trials don't have you!!!

xoxoxoxo